Unsaid by Neil Abramson

Unsaid by Neil Abramson

This is the book that gave me a reason to start this blog. 

 

I had been toying around with the idea of keeping a sort of journal to track the books I read in a year.  So often, I will be talking with someone about a book and completely forget what the story was about.  Usually after some prompting the light will go off and I'll say, "Oh yeah, that's right...it was about (blah blah blah)."  Other times I'll remember some fragments of a story and rack my brain trying to remember which book I read it from.  Needless to say, I knew it was time to jot some notes down about the books I've read.

 

Speaking of that, I'll try to nip spoilers in the bud but since this blog is mostly for my own use, I can't guarantee that.  On the off chance that someone else reads this I'll try to warn you ahead of time if I'm going to completely ruin the book.

 

So back to the book at hand.  I first read a blurb about it in Parade magazine several years ago.  Very rarely do I purchase a hardcover and usually will wait until I either see it on sale at Target or find a copy at the Goodwill book store.  Needless to say it usually takes awhile for me to get around to reading a new release.  So I made a note of this on my "I Want to Read This" list and stumbled across it at Target.

 

It then sat on my shelf for two months before I picked it up.

 

I can honestly say it took me a long time to 'get into' the story.  It was a good 50-100 pages in before I devoured it.  I don't know why it didn't catch me at first but in the end it turned into one of those novels that hurts your heart but makes you glad you read it.  Here's where the spoilers might slip out...

 

I cried hard when I neared the end.  Animal lovers will get this novel.  Most everyone who doesn't own a pet or six probably won't enjoy or relate to the book.  The story is narrated by Helena, a veterinarian who died following a battle with cancer.  This allows the author a unique opportunity to delve into feelings of others without an abundance of dialogue, which to be honest, in some novels drives me a little batty sometimes when characters ramble on with each other too much.  I find myself retracing lines to try to figure out who said what...anyway...it was a clever move by this author to make the lead narrator a ghost.  Her husband, David, started out a bit unlikeable but by the end of the book you understand a bit more into the individuality of grief.  Everyone deals with grief in their own unique way.

 

 

 

The ending was much better than I had expected.  I hate it when books make me cry, especially the gut wrenching deep down cry that makes your toenails hurt.  I hate it in that enjoyable way, like when you watch An Affair to Remember and cry for Deborah Kerr.  Your heart aches but it's a good soul searching ache that reminds you that you're human.

 

Anyway, the ending is what sealed the deal for me for loving the book.  It's funny, as I am writing this I stopped to read the last page and it still brought tears to my eyes.  Everything that seemed so standoff-ish about David in the beginning is redeemed at the end, which in a way is what life is really about.

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